Estranging Me

Here we go again
My chest shivering
Broken, lost but not dead
And shoulders quivering

I feel so messed up
I feel so mislead
Let down
Like the times I bled

I try to tell myself
When my heart feels like a stone
Every fucking day
That I can make it alone

But in reality I'm just so small
Insecure and frail
Trying to hide this fact
With my heart full of nails

Stabbed in the back
And kicked on the ground
Broken in another piece
That can never be found

Losing parts of me
With every strike
The things I'm not supposed to do
The things you dislike

Is what I am made of
That you're trying to change
You're removing me
Making me strange

Accept me
For the choises I make
For the one I am
For every single mistake