Whispers

I'm full of sadness
Don't know why
But I've given up
Can I still catch your eye?

Something's eating me up from inside
And something is aching
I try to hide it
But I can feel myself breaking

And when I try to damp
The thoughts in my head
The feelings that bring me
Tears full of dread

I tried to hurt myself
To take the pain away
I got obsessive
But still was just lead astray

And now I'm broken
I can feel it damn strong
Still trying to find this
Goddamn place where it went wrong

What did I do
To deserve all this
Why am I wrong
What did I miss