My Violet Sky

As the world is crying
Little drops on my hands
And I'm living in my violet sky
For what could make me more real?

I prefer my dreamland sometimes
When the world is too raw
And the summer days have never been this cold
The sunlight has never been so cold before

Cracks on my wall
It's falling down on me
It's all coming down on me now
Reality would strike me hard

Punished for hiding
For living in my head
They'd come to drag me back
To the cold summer days

loneliness

And as the panic would strike me
In my chest late at night
I wonder why the hell I cannot breathe

And you make me feel dead
Why am I still walking?
Why would no one come to rescue me?

Could they even?

When I would push them away
How come I claim for rescue?

I left myself alone

I'll Try To Explain

When the world around you seems to brighten up
The summer came to sing you it's song
And everyone's smiling, everyone's glad
But still you cannot belong?
And you try to smile like the rest of them
You really try so fucking hard
But cannot stay calm
'Cause you're still on your guard
In these times it tends to come strike you
Take your breath away
You might have had rest for some time
But you know this will betray
For it always returns
To drag you down again
Will you always be living like this
On the edge to insane
And the bridges you burned
For the fright was too intense
To be left behind by the ones who cared
You built a wall so damn immense
And you confuse yourself
Something inside you is misplaced
Like a growing, black hole
Or a rope 'round your waist
Making in difficult to breathe
Something so plain
Is so damn straining to you
And what will remain?
When it's finally over
When you've gone through
The things breaking the person you were
What will be left of you?