Breaking into two

How did it feel to
Be shut out from the game
Drenched down in guilt
You wear all their blame
Since long ago
You'd be hidden in a crowd
You barely say a word but
Your inside is screaming loud
Aching your head
Echoes vibrates through your frame
We're just blood and flesh
We're all just the same
So why aren't you?
Exploding
You'll be screaming, you too
Please find a shelter!

I'm imploding

Shut out

The frustration
In failing to reach someone
Who's sitting next to you
Who's breathing your presence

Still you know you cannot fix them
Cannot write scars undone
Neither read their mind
But his choice to shut you out
Is driving you mad

You're not the type who looks back
What do you want to tell me?
With your footsteps,
so determined
So disregarding me