A black stream of pain is running down my cheek,
taking the breath out of me
No one knows that I'm this weak, this feeling's unique,
the tear's a salut to thee
Winning back those moments I lost,
the times I stopped breathing
The grass frozen, a meadow of frost,
and the first touch of spring
Living on earth, and somtimes it's like living in hell,
fire's arounde me, the world's gone insane
The population's under a spell, I wish I could just say farewell,
but that wouldn't keep me away from the pain, this is my refrain
A smile doesn't mean that I'm happy, a tear doesn't make me sad,
I don't pray to god, 'cause I don't think I deserve it
All the pain that I've cost, it makes me too bad
all the times I felt sorry for myself, all the egoism that I emit
