Changes

We cannot erase what has been

Even when we're downed

Time will forever win

When misfortune would surround

To make you stick around

Impossible to replace

What you don't want to see

To learn to truly face

Our bound reality

And the one you came to be

I want to have my own hideaway

Where I can bloom

Where I can calmly stay

There no one could resume

What I want to entomb

Remember

It's like there's someone's blowing my

eyelids

In directions I have yet explored

But I don't think

I want to regard this

There is no change of the past,

nothing I can do

It happened

I don't think

I want to remember

It Happened

"There's no pride in conveying"

She shut her eyelids hard

"As I was saying,

You have to stay on your guard"

Her voice seemed barred

I watched her walking on

Like she had no past

Seeing future in the dawn

Yet I knew, her misery was vast

Her secrets would outlast

I watched her being torn

I saw her in fright

We all lived with the same scorn

But she was too young to stay upright

Too frail to not get stained by the spite

She laughs all the time

No one around her could tell

When the guilt would climb

To have her dwell

In her memories of hell

"There's no point in talking

About what has been"

I watch her, still walking

With her hurt shut within

A facade worn like skin

Hollowness

I know of nothing

But buttons in elevators

They have no numbers

No levels to reach

There is nowhere to go

No past and no beginning

I know of nothing

But the blank buttons

And suddenly she'd scream

To no one, she'd scream

Begging them to stop

Stop going nowhere

And I think she filled her pockets

With broken bricks

To unite with gravitation

I think she wanted purpose

We're floating above her

Intoxicated with buttons

We're pushing nothing

To go nowhere

Released

He was staring at the scenery
Sick of being overthrown
Tired of feeling guilty
For emotions, to others unknown

There was a part of him whispering
Longing to be free
Let out from his shadowy place
Where he cannot really see

There was not lacking love
But endurance was running out
He was unsure, uncertain
What importance was about

Smiled and kept his mouth shut
Ashamed of feelings wrong
Secretly, wanting to be released
But silence prolonged