My Saver

You're my saver on the nights
Before I met you there was always someone chasing me
Always finding me wherever I go
But now I dream of you, you see

Almost every dream is about you
And the nightmares are now very few
Your smile is always in my head
And stay there when I go to bed

I used to be afraid to fall asleep
Frighten of falling down too deep
But now when you take the space
All the nightmares you erase

Just wishing my dreams were true
'Cause in them you like me too
Holding my hand and all the shadows fade
So I won't be afraid

If Dreams Were True

Can't get you off my mind,
you make me blind
More or less obsessed of your smile,
will stay inside my head for awhile

Though I'm not from the same world as you,
I wish my dreams were true
Ther you like me and there ain't this wall
and none of this matters at all

But dreams ain't true
I don't live my life with you
But someday I might
But that day is not tonight

They hurt me and I hurt myself

When they hurt me,
I push them away
And without them knowing it,
I hurt myself

To make it go away

Standing there in the bathroom
See tears in the mirror
See a nobody
Breathing heavy and fast
Hands shaking
Searching for somthing sharp
Finding a key
The key to calm me down
The key to make the blood flow
Down in the sink my sanity goes
It's like a drug

Eyes and Lies

Once upon a time, I felt this way
That I wanted to die, but now there's a new day
It was all 'cause of you, you and your eyes
When I think back I'm scared of myself, 'cause all you gave me was lies
Who would end their life 'cause of a teenagers mistake?
Especially one like you, you're damn fake
But it is true
I was about to say that I love you
And say good by
To everyone who would pass me by
When I was going to the cliff where the waves would hit hard on my face
When my life ended it's race

But I'm not that stupied
I got over you
And now, I like someone else
fuck off, you untrue