Thoughts of Fairytales

My thoughts are wandering
In and out of my brittle mind
To taste the flavour of the world
All expressions - still unrefined

They heedfully take their steps
To grasp all kinds of views
That the world has to offer
They are still way too diffuse

They thirst for new aspects
To curiously and slowly inquire
Wishing to ponder, reflect on about
Anything - whatever would inspire

To fill my skull with new ideas
New ways to use my blinded eyes
They tread with care to find new ways
Where I sit here once again - to revise

Breaking Loose

I've shut my eyes for years now
Had a hard grip around the past inside me
Yet I have to break loose now
I'll hunt the joy that she denied me

I know I've resided for too long
In nightmares; prints from the past
Stories of horror dancing on my eyelids
My purpose was sadly miscast

To say I tried my best to loose her
In every reasonable sense
Would have me lying, forever denying
Of my sumbliminal defence

The reality wasn't real without it
When no one proved me my place
Obliterated my joyful mind -
Deprived me of my earned space

I know that I don't need to evoke her
To lead my life the right way
For I've chosen another path now
And my current value - I'll defray

Glödande Tankar

Mina tankar smattrar mot mina ögonlock
Som meteoriter som inkräktar på atmosfären
Som färdas från en värld till en annan

Som duggregn mot ett fönster en tidig morgon
Innan solen dragit dagens första andetag
Och eldat bort alla spår från igår

Mina tankar är små, brinnande vattendroppar
Som för ett okänt krig i rymden för de som sover
De skalar av verkligheten dess hud

Inunder kokar magma som mirakel

Explain Me This

Show me something I know of
Reach into your magic pockets
And show me something that hasn't changed
Something to prolong the past and
Forget the present for the moment

Show me something I once knew
That can prove to me that I'm still
The same loveable person that he loved
While he was breathing
The same person that wasn't enough

Show me a real reason;
Some sense in this rearranged reality
For this new air around me scares me
And I cannot quite relate
When he's just a shred of a memory

Kemi

Jag regnar in i dina armar
Skärvor av minnen och tankar
Du håller något trasigt så hårt
Att det nästan känns helt

Tiden försvinner när vi andas ikapp
Smulas jag sönder när du rör mig
Så är det bara aska -
Stoft från igår

Faithless

I cannot really blame you

Since I know that I'm wrong

The seam that broke the pattern

The tone that failed the song

Whatever made me so revolting

I missed something fundamental

That made me just not belong

That made my existence detrimental

And had I just been someone else

I wouldn't have had to inure

To accept my place in this world

To realize that I'm the one impure

You were the one who taught me

What was my rightful place

There's something bad inside of me

That I haven't yet managed to erase