Pulverize

I find myself hoping
You'd crush me
With your soft palms
Pulverize my hurt
Along with my being

I discover myself aching
For millions of reasons
Known and unknown
Eyes set on future
Yet I dwell on

There's nothing but scar tissue
Thick skin-looking surface
Hiding the filth
From what has been
What should never be again

My emotions suffers vertigo
And in a way
I wish you'd free me
There's parts of me
Waiting to let go

Cast me Away

There's a thunderstorm in my chest
For reasons I cannot see clear
Something just ain't right

Somehow I need to break loose
Face that I don't need you near
My trembling eyelids ignite

It's raining inside my broken mind
I have to let go of a scorching fear
There's a story to rewrite

There's a past infecting my breaths
A future to benight