Monday, July 17, 2006

Let's Scream Together

I'd be so pleased to know that you like me the way I am,
'cause I can't be someone else anymore.
I refuse to be like them,
I'd rather be a whore.

But that's not really what I wanna be,
I wanna be an unique and amazing girl.
And yes, I do wanna be free,
I wanna be your love, I wanna be your pearl.

Writing this poem feels kinda' silly,
but when you are in love it always does.
Out in the snow it is very chilly,
and there's no because.

Crying is what I did for a living,
but now those dayes are gone.
And I hope you'll be forgiving,
'cause what's done is done, and let's move on.

I've always tried to find out,
but I never got the answer.
And I guess no one knows what life is about,
but I know that it sometimes feels like cancer.

Sometimes this life feels like a sickness,
and sometimes it feels like a dream.
But most of the time it's just a big mess,
And you just wanna scream.

So let's scream together,
'cause I can't see why not.
I'd just like to know whether,
you like me or not.

So this is where,
this poem ends.
It's just a bare,
poem 'bout friends.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

To Be Me

It's so strange to feel,
but there's no big deal.
'Cause I guess I wouldn't dare,
to speak up what I think is fare.

Brave, that was never me,
'cause who I really am I don't dare to be.
I don't know why,
I'm just so shy.

At home I live with a stranger,
but there's no danger.
So official there is nothing wrong,
and I play along.

I'm hiding who I really are,
But somehow I think I went too far.
Trying to be what I think is right,
though I'm me when I write.

Monday, July 03, 2006

A Burnmark

I've been crying many different kind of tears,
and I've felt a load of different kind of fears
I have cryed and I've almost died
But nothing has been as hard
as lieing in your arms
saying we could never be together
I was so close, but I couldn't
You were the one I wanted for so long, and you still are
But somtimes you just can't go to far
I'm afraid of hurting you,
and I know you can get better girls then me
I will miss you, I already do
I wish I didn't have to go

The rain fell down so easy on my forehead that night,
and as you touched my chin with your smooth hands I wished that moment could last forever,
In that dark and rainy night, it shined on me, the light
It was coming from you, my love
And every day I'm feeling lonely in this world, so great and dark
I'll think of that moment
It will stay in my skull as a burnmark
But soon enough, I will get old
And I will forget,
and the burnmark will fade away
That's why, I'm living the moment, and at the moment I'm standing in your arms and your shirt is wet
And as a burnmark fades away, you do too, as you disappear in the fog, walking away

And so you're out of my life, and I'm out of yours
And there is no turning back, 'cause we closed all the doors
We used to say that we were gonna fly up to the moon, hand in hand
And we were gonna walk down the beach in the sand
But we neve flew up to the moon,
And we never walked in the sand an afternoon