Where I lies

You were the one I trusted in,
you were the one to care.
You were like a secret twin,
you swore you'd always be there.

But after that day I changed,
it felt like you stopped caring.
You're so damn estranged,
I feel the pain that I'm baring.

Since you used to be there,
and life some of it.
You've left me in my despair,
and I'll continue to slit.

I thought I would be alright,
so many people surrounding me.
They tell me they love me, but I'm full of fright,
they are too blind to see

All the time they've known,
they say that they are with me.
But I feel damn alone,
more then ever I agree.

I bury myself inside,
no one can reach me where I lies.
It's not like no one tried,
I guess I just don't want anyone to see me without my disguise.