I've shut my eyes for years now
Had a hard grip around the past inside me
Yet I have to break loose now
I'll hunt the joy that she denied me
I know I've resided for too long
In nightmares; prints from the past
Stories of horror dancing on my eyelids
My purpose was sadly miscast
To say I tried my best to loose her
In every reasonable sense
Would have me lying, forever denying
Of my sumbliminal defence
The reality wasn't real without it
When no one proved me my place
Obliterated my joyful mind -
Deprived me of my earned space
I know that I don't need to evoke her
To lead my life the right way
For I've chosen another path now
And my current value - I'll defray
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