dammit

I thought it would be easy,
not hard at all.
To have someone close to you,
that could catch you when you fall.
I thought it would be light for every single moment,
and that we would both know.
But there is so much unspoken standing in the way,
and I'm much more lonely then I've ever been also.
I pushed some friends away,
and chose to trust in him instead.
But now I'm all alone,
even though I'm surrounded by alot of people I'm mislead.

And when you used to be you,
and no one else.
I never felt like this,
but now you're someone new.

You would see through,
my fake smile and just listen.
But now you're not the one you used to be,
and whoever you are now, you're defenetly not you.