Silent Screams

And this feeling is stabbing me
I can feel it cut damn deep
These thoughts are making me see
That I'm balancing on an edge fucking steep

And these thoughts are bringing me panic
Slowly tearing me apart
I feel pretty manic
With sorrow deep in my heart

And I cry without no reason
I don't know why I'm sad
And life's moving on, season by season
It's driving me mad

That I just can't be okay
Just like the rest
For them it's a day
For me it's a test

Everyday is just another step closer to the edge
The will to say goodbye
Like am standing on a ledge
While I try to deny

You can say that I'm imagining
And even if it isn't real
It's real to me, and it sting
Yeh, even if it's not real, it's still how I feel