Real Brutality

You can't deny me my thoughts
Neither my feelings
You were the one who taught
Me this way of dealing

And complaining about the brutality
That originally came from you
This is now my reality
This is what you draw me into

And those nights you made me think
What was wrong with me
My own pain you made me drink
And live it through when I wanted to flee

I will never blame
Just try to forget
And greive ain't the same
I'll pay my debt

A price of running blood
And wide open skin
Trying to get out
What's crawling within

A darkness inside
That caused this for you
Can't get it out, I promise I've tried
Can't live with myself without cutting through