Fear

I'll drain my body
To quench your thirst
For life and meaning
My mind is cursed
My body is crumbling
Things intimidating
Blaming me
The things I was creating
In my head
In my heart
This wrath grew
That'd come to tear me apart
And under my nails
There's someone else's skin
I scratched them open
And wore thin
Someone's blood
Is pumping through my veins
To fill my brain with their thoughts
I'm tied up in chains
Bound to my problems
And bound to my guilt
For being so selfish
The walls that I built
To keep everyone in a distance
To not let them come near
After all
I might just be full of fear