Sorry I'm Not Better

They scream in my ears
How could I ignore it?
I am going insane!?
I feel so damn split

And I don't think you could deal with my darkness
You wouldn't find me glamorous at all
I'd rather not bring you down with me
Drag you with me in my fall

You don't know anything
About the pressure I feel
I'm sorry I'm not better!
But don't blame me 'cause I can't deal

I'm sorry the meds aren't working
And making you feel better makes me feel worse
I know you worry
But the effect of your caring is reversed