Yesterday

Happy tears
Like a sparkling crown
I wore my joy
But then
You brought me down

Like when I couldn't take this
When I chose to leave
When I chose to hide
And I still put up excuses
That I still try to believe

I think about it often
Mostly the past
But what happened and dreams unfulfilled
Float together
And I can't see no contrast

The more time is ticking
The more you disappear
The smile, the feelings
I used to be sure you'd always stay there,
As an image in my mind, still clear

As I live in yesterday
I'm losing tomorrow
Fear for close relations
Fear from being hurt
This fills me with your sorrow