Break

My head is storming
My body's breaking down
I guess I'm on the edge now
I guess I should accept the crown
For the weakest being
To walk on earth
At least one single price
That I'm worth
I didn't really know
What I did wrong
Why the hell did she hate me?
I wondered for so long
Why did depression get closer to me
Than my friends could ever come?
And why did I embrace it
The loneliness that would make me numb
Affection got terrifying
And crowds pained me
How could I explain my fear
That stained me
It hits me
Every moment awake
All of this
Made me break