Madness

So here I am
Damn speechless
And the only thing I feel
Is a strong scent of emptiness
This feels so unreal
Hope it's a dream
And that I'll soon wake up
With a new self-esteem

And this is tearing me
My whole world is changing
Replaced rolls
And the fucking manuscript re-arranging
The world is teasing me
Kicking me while I'm still on the ground
Giving me no chanse to recover
A torture damn profound

And I've been here before
I remember it like hell
So many tears
The impulse to say farewell
Insecurity and unspoken words
The loneliness
No one to turn to
Drowning in this sadness

Only bringing me madness