Friendship

I'm attached to him,
he's attached to me
And drenching me in guilt,
everytime I try to fly free
Anxiety tags along with his face in my head,
instead of lifting me, he just makes me fall
Things I cannot do
Things I'm not supposed to
He makes me crawl
People I can't be around
He's the only one I can hang on to
And he's pushing me down
I feel so damn small
I want me to end
I need me to end
He weren't such a good friend after all