Used

sometimes darkness terrifies me
and I almost drop dead
the screams in my ears
they're just in my head?
no one can hear them
scratch in the wall
except for me
and I feel so damn small
for fire and light
warmth and affection
has left me forever
for another direction
they left me for cold
and for depression
they left me alone
and in this aggression
for never finding truth
and always being used
for nothing but lust
and always left confused
it's my turn to give up
it's fucking my turn to die
to not care
it's my turn to not rely