Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Mourn For Me

Pretty diffuse
Like a thick, black smoke
Obscuring my sight
Couldn't hear the words you spoke

Your lips are moving
But I'm not in your reality
Hiding in my head
Hiding from the brutality

And I'm impressed that you try to reach me
When I'm so far away
Trying to take my hand
Even when I'm lead astray

And yeh, I'm sitting next to you
While I'm a thousand miles aside
Just can't stand another day from hell
I'm sorry, I tried

I try to live everyday
To not be distant
You're better off without me
I shouldn't be existent

Shouldn't be alive
Shouldn't have been born
And if I'd go away
Would a single living soul mourn?

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